bahaha; so here i go...

by the way this is all megans fault because she is making me wait on her. but anyways. so to get you updated; whoever you may be. i'm cool with zak now but we are for sure not dating. i was dating tyler mccreary for about 4 months; weird i know. but  now we're friends again as well. who's the new boy then you ask? justin andrew bowman is his name and being the world's most amazing boyfriend is his game. lol. no but in all seriousness he is what i myself would describe as perfect. or the closest to perfect a human can be. its actually somewhat strange how we know eachother to be honest. he's anthony's little brother's best friend. hahaha. yeah; im a year, four months, and like 27 days older than him. which really isnt all that bad. we've been together since november 12, 2008 and i've felt like i've been on heaven on earth ever since. there's not really any way for me to explain our relationship other than thats it's unexplainable. i feel like we've been together for years and are already planning for more to come. : ]

other than that; lets see i went to sinclair after geaduation for a whole month or so and quit. then went to carousel beauty college for like 3 months and quit there too. i have no idea what i want to do and the idea of deciding my future now scares the shit out of me. im going to go back to sinclair; when i dont know. but i will.

my cousin aaron now lives with me. he's pretty much my big brother. i love it. but he did wreck my car, which does suck balls; thats the main reason that i do not have a job at this particular time. i need one sooooo bad.

but other than that ive gotten closer to the people from my past and i couldnt be more happier. i have ashley rice who i did hang out with everday; long story. she's still my best friend though. my other best friend; weird to say, but its actually anthony. we really talk everyday and he is honestly nothing more to me than a great friend. he's family now. then none other than the miss megan clark; a few months ago i thought we would never talk again. now we hang out and it's like we never quit talking. i mean things arent the exact same as before but i do still consider her one of my best friends and love hanging out with her. im also friends with kristi again; which is even more weird considering anthony cheated on me with her, then i dated tyler but we're cool again. its always nice to forgive someone you were friends with for such a long time... even though what she did was pretty fucked up.

anyways...

off to megan's to help her deck out her myspace for christmas.

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Whoa, so its been a while. A lot has happened since then, well let's see me and Anthony stopped our whole whatever it was. Def. got with Bronson, so we were together for like 2 months, yeah i messed that one up...long story. So we aren't together anymore either. But yeah, as of now im super SINGLE. Hah, i dont want any kind of commitment at all i just want to stay single and just hang out with and get to know that people that i have always known just not really. you know what i mean? but yeah so i CAN NOT wait for this summer, i'm so excited. I'm not going to let anything hold me back this summer from having fun, yeah. it's my time to do what i want, and when i want. I wont have to worry about who im with or anything like that at all. i like can't sit still just thinking about it. The only bad thing is, i keep thinking about how we are going to be seniors. Its good and bad. I just keep thinking how everything that i do next year is gonna be the last time that i ever do that. aint that crazy to think about. Man i member being in the 5th grade and thinking that i was like old. lol. but yeah so i just thought that i would update a little for you guys, i dont even think that anyone still looks at mine anymore, hey suprise me i guess.

<3 ashley

wow...its been a while! but how was everyones new years...mine uhh not too good! but eh its my fault anyways so yeah! i just though that i would say hey to everyone!! leave some comments!!

<3 ashley